School has been in session for 4 days now. Classes have been in 3 days, and my courses have finally been finalized for a day. All this not including the fact that it is 1am the next morning. Just school so far has been okay. I'm a little concerned about what will happen when things begin when their day has arrived. I am as prepared as I have let myself become. I realized I've already begun to slack a bit. It's at those moments in time when I ask what's wrong with me and hear no reply. I keep zoning out and losing focus. There doesn't seem to be anything to focus right on. I'm already so tired, and not eating right. Will I have been driven up the wall already by this time next month? By then, everything will have begun and be in full swing, and I will have the joy of getting away from all this at Youth Councils. I can't just run away for the rest of my life. There must be another way! Little things have greatly made my day today. But those little things have also come right back to bring it back down. When can this ride of confusion end its course?
Exhausted.
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