Rough morning. Usually on rough mornings like this I have a mind-set and I give in and don't really challenge myself much. But this morning was like a crazy war in my mind. I just wouldn't give in, yet I didn't have the strength to fight my mind, let alone my pride, so it remained with the same result as most other times. But it's kinda cool. I gave my mind a run for its money today! I just need to fight my pride a bit more and I should be on the right track! Pray for results.
Later, when there was no real reason to fight, I started reading again. I missed this sweet escape, and I was so glad to enjoy it again without having to feel too much remorse in my actions. Then, a friend I haven't seen in a few months came over! It was soo great to finally just be me I guess. Just talk with a friend about mindless things that mattered to us. It was cool too, that I was able to tell him what happened this morning-ish without feeling like I was complaining my butt off. I'm so happy he came! You helped make my day dude.. thanks a bunch and a bundle!
Had piano and choir tonight to top my day off. Music.. such a wonderful thing. I learnt a whole lot in piano working on one song, (hoping I retain everything I learnt and use it). Then in choir.. being able to sing again felt great. Especially in a group so focused. I don't know why people do drugs to get a high.. they should join a choir, or better yet, have a choir scatter parts and form a circle around them. Surround sound, all na-tur-al. Beautiful. Hope I find a choir to join when I leave high school. Well, my stomach calls.
Good morning, Good noon, Good night!
.Y3LLOWM3NDY.
2 comments:
Amanda, you'll pull through it, I know you will. I have faith in you. And me having faith in you is a pretty big deal since I never have faith in anything. So there you go.
~Erin
hey sweet how is it going
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